Jared Bernstein

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Jared BernsteinDisassociation

Jared Bernstein, Disassociation

acrylic, oil stick and color pencils on canvas
160 × 213 cm
63 × 84 in

About the Artwork

Exactly
With what am I dealing
Fearing
That I’m the ultimate weakling
Fledgling
Withering
And that’s just an inkling
I’m tinkering
Rethinking
Rising and sinking
Having difficulty speaking
I prefer blinking
Got sent reeling
Congealing
Concealing and revealing
Misleading
Through my seeing and my hearing
An illusion
Disappearing reappearing
Time for spring cleaning
Developmentally still weaning
Whining
Undying and wearying
Under my breath I’m swearing
Both fists clenching
Confessing that I’ve learned my heavenly lesson
Everything I need
Is already in my possession
I have a passion for progression
It’s actually an obsession
Daydreaming
Of a red herring
Take it at face value
Or is there a deeper meaning
Oh dear that’s endearing
Endeavoring
An actor in a private screening
Admiring
A caged bird singing
Finally getting back
To feeling my feelings
Seized the moment
Like a thief caught stealing
My ears are ringing
Believing
A pig
That’s constantly squealing
Pain that’s searing
I’m seething
A baby teething
Only G-d knows
Why I chose what I chose
My friends and my foes
When the final curtain will close
As my love grows
I’m in the throes
Cleaving
Adhering
Hanging onto your ear like an earring
Grieving
Lost in the woods
Looking for a compass
To get my bearings
Dizzy and careening
Searching for a clearing
To do something daring
Darling
Now I’m really sharing
And I’m raring
Repairing
As it appears
I’m finished comparing
My destiny’s nearing
My eyes misty and tearing
Your demands are demeaning
Left me leaning
I can’t stand it
So I’m kneeling
Free-wheeling
Sky’s the limit
But suffering has a ceiling
I planted a seed
The crops I’m gathering
And bringing
Redeeming
The blessings
And the trimmings
Over brimming
Slamming
All the profits
I’m skimming
In this game of life
I’m not losing but I’m not winning
Engineering the odds
Barely breaking even
Repenting on my sinning
This moment marks
A new beginning

Curatorial notes

Disassociation is an unflinching exploration of the restless inner dialogue that accompanies self-examination and personal growth. The painting's fragmented forms, layered symbols, and expressive marks mirror the poem's rapid stream of thoughts, emotions, fears, and revelations. Bernstein moves through doubt, confusion, longing, anger, grief, hope, and ultimately acceptance, creating a portrait of the mind in motion. The work reflects a deeply human struggle to understand oneself while navigating the competing voices of memory, desire, insecurity, and aspiration. Yet beneath the apparent chaos lies a movement toward integration and healing. The poem concludes not with despair, but with renewal: "This moment marks / A new beginning." Together, image and text transform disorientation into self-awareness and vulnerability into the possibility of redemption.

About the Artist — Jared Bernstein

I search in my work, whether poetry, photography or painting, the humanistic approach. My work is free flowing and raw, reminiscent of the works by Jean-Michel Basquiat. The primeval imagery and universality free me to explore my creative life without judgment.   
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